July 10, 1990

Otherly Occupied

Age 12Diary | Age 12

Due to the sad fact that I have been otherly occupied lately (too active, or lazy), I have neglected to write here. Not to say what I’ve done isn’t worth writing. And at the coast with the Martins, my diary was packed, plus time was very used. Also, Ive been so tired, having quite stressful duties placed on me (”Sarah, do you want to come back to Ontario with us?”, just for 2 more weeks [away from home again]). As a twelve year old person, it becomes quite difficult to keep track of your life. Am I doing a good job?

[little star] Keep reading →

July 10, 1991

The Music of the Stars

Age 13

Diary | Age 13

Profile: Diane Miles

Together, we are the believers. Perhaps even the fools, yes? I think Diane is closer to my “stage of preparation” than any other I have yet met. Diane is truly beautiful. Our bind is firm, as strong as a midnight shadow. Forever, and hand in hand, we shall dance by the music of the stars, in this mystique and love of our lady, La Lune. Keep reading →

July 8, 1994

My Hopes

Age 16Diary | Age 16

You know, I keep forgetting that this is my vacation. It seems I am living these days for everyone else. All I want is 1) to have some very wonderful time alone with my lover, Michael 2) a chance to get to know Eva, not offend, or exclude her accidentally, 3) to enjoy my time – relax. My hopes – very simple but very true. Ok? Keep reading →

July 7, 1994

Meeting Place

Diary | Age 16

I feel very ill. Been having very bizarre physical problems and am somewhat worried. I adore Michael Lloyd. He and many of our friends left about 20 minutes ago. It seems my house has become a sort of meeting place. Eva – I worry that she thinks that I am excluding her. Keep reading →

July 6, 1994

Influence

Age 16

Diary | Age 16

All is going very well. Eva arrived yesterday from Germany and I like her very much. She is a wonderful girl and I am looking forward to spending more time with her. We seem to have a great deal in common.

I am still madly in love with Michael. He is so perceptive and caring. I wish that (though I love them very much) the boys didn’t have such an influence on him. Keep reading →