Diary | Age 16 | Tacoma
I did end up dreaming about Mike. At the moment, I am missing him terribly. We spent nearly the entire day in bed– sleeping.
Warm, lazy, happy. I am feeling pretty okay. I seriously believe that the pill is what has been bringing me down this season. Ah, but Christmas is [...]
Posts Tagged as ‘anticipation’
December 1, 1994
Pretty Okay
November 27, 1994
This Horrid Autumn
Diary | Age 16 | Tacoma
In these bleak times, I find comfort in perhaps two simple things. The first– Christmas. Bright, magical, snowy in La Grande Christmas. And second– but probably my most important: my life with Michael Lloyd. He is good for me, and we know it. Mmm–
I’ll survive this horrid Autumn.
And such [...]
August 30, 1994
Worn Up Ghost
Diary | Age 16 | Germany
[same day] I am going insane. Insane with anticipation, insane with boredom, insane with doubt. All of the confidence that I have collected has seemed to drain away and I feel like a frail, worn up ghost. I want to know how Mike is doing, whether I will see him [...]
